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it breaks my brain
03:39
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and it breaks my brain
you don’t see the error in your selfish ways
yelling at me throwing shit for the display
you don’t know my ego or my damn first name
pack my shit right up in my broken suitcase
maybe i’ll be good to talk to people in a few days
when the smoke clears up and nobody says hey
guess i’m in the bed i made when i had asked for space
but i didn’t mean out of the galaxy
i just went to the moon to level out you see
then had to go back home where no one’s proud of me
because they never guessed that i would sprout to be
a mantra dick who contradicts everything i say
hope my enemies found peace and former friends all found their way
if you knew me now you don’t you dodged a bullet i would say
sorry but i’m not at all ashamed for pushing me away
cuz i don’t even know the extent of my harm
when you want me to smile but i’m dead in your arms
i’m just practicing for what i see in my dreams
thought that i was gonna change the world but now it’s changing me
i just want someone to grab my shit and tell me how to live
and i was a bit excited that you were the catalyst
i just want someone to grab me tell me everything’s okay
so i can pick all their words apart for what was dumb to say
and attack back
cuz compliments feel like attacks when you don’t trust that you’re gonna make ‘em happy back
i wanna bust that
that stupid look right off your face
the one that tells me i’m allright and everything’s okay
who the fuck do you think that you are
making me promise to eat, take my meds, be a star
moved six times last year so how can i not feel alone
in a place where i can actually rest, build a home
like i’m puttin up condemned signs
i dont like the pressure and the deadlines
wanna chase the high of meaking headlines
i need to recover give me more time
i need to recover give me more time
give me more time
give me more time
give me more time
give me more time
i don’t know how long it’ll take
sorry no release date for the day i fix my brain
i just hope you’ll be patient for me
was my hard work all worth? i guess i’ll have to see
in the meantime i just hope you’ll keep waiting for me
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awful
00:55
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maybe if the world was less awful
i coulda called you a friend
because you wouldnt wanna act so awful
and i mightve seen you again
oh maybe if the world was less angry
then i’d walk around as i am
maybe i woulldn’t have to hide in everyone who isn’t awful
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i never meant to hurt nobody before you so
thanks for showing me what evil i could do
with my bag in the hall
and my back on the wall
cuz i’m too scared to sleep in my bedroom
you never meant to hurt nobody even me so
thanks for this new memory of how not to be
at the cost of the sound
of you being around
i’ll try not to forget what you sound like
oh trust me i’ve been sober like a whole damn week now
hasn’t been too hard except a couple freakouts
cuz the eyes are on me
can they tell i’m a freak?
and that i could’ve treated you fairly
i know
i’ll guilt myself for buying food and things i need to
live and make the music that i want to see
i’m washed up i’m a mess
look like shit in a dress
and of course it’s the one that you gave me
you might as well be reaching out to poison ivy
making all my friends too scared to stand behind me
i’m unpredictable in the way that’s not cool
in a way that you can call me crazy
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